Who will wake her
from her waiting?
Lady sleeping near the waters--
(Let peeping Pipers drone, voyeurs;) *
Hush. She rests and dreams of dancing
Seven scented veils of longing:
Whose fiery breath but sun's could melt
the snow, soft crystals' leaden weight?
Jealous zephyr shakes with desire,
craving her streams of trickling tears;
Springs the earth awake and kisses
All her curves with leafy dresses;
Flowers covet ev'ry crevice,
From her ankles to her bodice;
Feathered ferns and mosses, pungent,
Wrap her feet in eager fragrance;
She yields, to slake a lover's thirst
Blueberries, toothsome, honeyed bursts;
Who can know whic
The pitter patter of repetition
Erodes his smiling, stony facade.
Mt. Rushmore no more,
He no longer cries
Like the lonely loon at the lake.
In fragments of moments
Minute upon minute
Gathering the crumbs of his attention,
We have created a verbal mosaic;
My changeling child is
Changing, emerging.
He stretches his cygnet wings
He flutters
On the breath of many voices.
When he sees his swan reflection--
It will be in a moving mural
Marked by many hands.
When air scented with the breath of pineapple groves
Lingers near the limbs of an icy Sitka rose,
See the thorn-tree shuddering, hear Frost crack his whip.
Spare, somber seneschal, a pair of Rosa's hips!
Agate-eyed ice diadems in crystals crackle,
Frosty fraternities in formations fractal.
Sleep, Rosamunda, snow showers you with kisses,
Heed not the zephyr--sweet the wind's cold hisses.
Closed lids under closed lid,
Alabaster under wood,
Molten rock become frigid,
Silence enforced for good--
Saying farewell is never
On our list of favorite things;
There just isn't a clever
Way to say it, way to bring
To a close a life once lived.
Euphemisms won't suffice
For the heart of the bereaved
Nor the thought of sacrifice
Assuage them in their grief.
I close my eyes and appeal
Help me in my unbelief
To any powers that might be real:
Let us stop please,
Storm no desert sands,
Let us create peace,
Not a Promised Land.
*
Raven says, I can't Raven hops and skips,
Fly while Salmon Man Among packages:
Empty-eyed, slack-jawed, Crackers, oysters, clams,
Woos the fishing rod. He grows fat from Spam.
Flashing silver lures: Black Bear smells the fun.
Miller, Pabst and Coors, Twigs announce the bruin,
Bait the fated hook First they kneel, then crack
For the sad Chinook. In the Monarch's tracks.
Un-Love is a place worse than death.
It is the place where the Puppet Master says, Dance,
And you dance, dance, dance
Alone in a trance.
If you ask the Puppet Master, Why?
He lifts one eyebrow.
He's already explained to you how you are unworthy of his presence.
How dare you even open your mouth?
When you cry, the silent tears dropping onto the snow
Are red, the color of Persephone's pomegranate.
How do you defeat the Puppet Master?
You hold up a mirror to his face.
When he sees the strings on his sleeves,
The Puppeteer behind him,
The strings on him,
and so on ad infinitum,
The spell is broken and you are free.
A warning:
Do
Flame in the Snow or De-Coding by iuliaflame, literature
Literature
Flame in the Snow or De-Coding
Lethargy lingers on the edge of a moment,
Runs in rivulets down, down, down ...
There I am at the bottom of the well,
Two years old and I hear the words,
I see the faces, I have tasted the
bitter knowing that I am stuck there
alone in the depths of myself.
Three and four,
(the flavors of my
mother's bohemian friends linger
in my mouth; one plays "doctor";
when later I learn his intent,
that is when my true torment begins.)
Secrets. Fright.
Hallucinations.
Shame.
Panic attacks.
Obsessions.
Chronic pain.
I must either have a book in my hands or a child,
when in a crowd.
I must run behind a bush if someone is driving do
I'm no better, just another
Patchword paeon thatched together
Soul to sole in fractious factions
Bent on conflict and dissension.
Meet my Brain, Dame Democracy
Rationing Heart's Theocracy;
My Right wing sings of liberty,
My Left wing swings in charity.
Throat's is a Centrist neutrality;
Stomach holds a Pizza Party.
Progressive Intestines lobby
For the Kidneys' plurality.
Hip's authoritarian stance
Predicts Leg's Republican pants,
While Foot networks with the Grassroots,
And Toes are Green Pa
Last Flight of the Professor by iuliaflame, literature
Literature
Last Flight of the Professor
The professor didn't make it to the class reunion.
"Bouncy,
Bouncy,"
Sings his great-grandbaby, swinging a
souvenir of the Class of 1939.
His is a further destination.
Grandpa used to think in matrices,
Pages of complex equations,
Hyperbolic parabolas
Financially feasible incantations.
Now his fragile bird-hand is poised,
While he solves the problem of navigation
Between the chair and the bed,
His cloudless cerulean eyes
search the skies.
His calculations and planning have paid off.
He is surrounded by fascinated disciples,
Who search for the meaning in his movements,
His family savoring every moment.
He
The word, self-assured, resonates, rising
From bleak abyss to bright horizon.
Whether in wistful, whispered tapestries
Or curt quips, coined to combat travesty,
The word inhabits ev'ry time and place,
Awaits form's firm embrace, and then escapes
In a breath propeled by evil or good,
Singing of pain or hope, colored by mood.
Words warm us, warn us, ridicule, cajole,
Words divide us, unite us, console.
They are the sign of civilization,
Currency of each and every nation.
How should we hear of another's hunger?
How could we name the hurricane's anger?
Words speak of silence ever unspoken.
Words are promises, some may be broken.
W
The word, self-assured, resonates, rising
From bleak abyss to bright horizon.
Whether in wistful, whispered tapestries
Or curt quips, coined to combat travesty,
The word inhabits ev'ry time and place,
Awaits form's firm embrace, and then escapes
In a breath propeled by evil or good,
Singing of pain or hope, colored by mood.
Words warm us, warn us, ridicule, cajole,
Words divide us, unite us, console.
They are the sign of civilization,
Currency of each and every nation.
How should we hear of another's hunger?
How could we name the hurricane's anger?
Words speak of silence ever unspoken.
Words are promises, some may be broken.
W
Last Flight of the Professor by iuliaflame, literature
Literature
Last Flight of the Professor
The professor didn't make it to the class reunion.
"Bouncy,
Bouncy,"
Sings his great-grandbaby, swinging a
souvenir of the Class of 1939.
His is a further destination.
Grandpa used to think in matrices,
Pages of complex equations,
Hyperbolic parabolas
Financially feasible incantations.
Now his fragile bird-hand is poised,
While he solves the problem of navigation
Between the chair and the bed,
His cloudless cerulean eyes
search the skies.
His calculations and planning have paid off.
He is surrounded by fascinated disciples,
Who search for the meaning in his movements,
His family savoring every moment.
He
I'm no better, just another
Patchword paeon thatched together
Soul to sole in fractious factions
Bent on conflict and dissension.
Meet my Brain, Dame Democracy
Rationing Heart's Theocracy;
My Right wing sings of liberty,
My Left wing swings in charity.
Throat's is a Centrist neutrality;
Stomach holds a Pizza Party.
Progressive Intestines lobby
For the Kidneys' plurality.
Hip's authoritarian stance
Predicts Leg's Republican pants,
While Foot networks with the Grassroots,
And Toes are Green Pa
Flame in the Snow or De-Coding by iuliaflame, literature
Literature
Flame in the Snow or De-Coding
Lethargy lingers on the edge of a moment,
Runs in rivulets down, down, down ...
There I am at the bottom of the well,
Two years old and I hear the words,
I see the faces, I have tasted the
bitter knowing that I am stuck there
alone in the depths of myself.
Three and four,
(the flavors of my
mother's bohemian friends linger
in my mouth; one plays "doctor";
when later I learn his intent,
that is when my true torment begins.)
Secrets. Fright.
Hallucinations.
Shame.
Panic attacks.
Obsessions.
Chronic pain.
I must either have a book in my hands or a child,
when in a crowd.
I must run behind a bush if someone is driving do
Un-Love is a place worse than death.
It is the place where the Puppet Master says, Dance,
And you dance, dance, dance
Alone in a trance.
If you ask the Puppet Master, Why?
He lifts one eyebrow.
He's already explained to you how you are unworthy of his presence.
How dare you even open your mouth?
When you cry, the silent tears dropping onto the snow
Are red, the color of Persephone's pomegranate.
How do you defeat the Puppet Master?
You hold up a mirror to his face.
When he sees the strings on his sleeves,
The Puppeteer behind him,
The strings on him,
and so on ad infinitum,
The spell is broken and you are free.
A warning:
Do
*
Raven says, I can't Raven hops and skips,
Fly while Salmon Man Among packages:
Empty-eyed, slack-jawed, Crackers, oysters, clams,
Woos the fishing rod. He grows fat from Spam.
Flashing silver lures: Black Bear smells the fun.
Miller, Pabst and Coors, Twigs announce the bruin,
Bait the fated hook First they kneel, then crack
For the sad Chinook. In the Monarch's tracks.
Closed lids under closed lid,
Alabaster under wood,
Molten rock become frigid,
Silence enforced for good--
Saying farewell is never
On our list of favorite things;
There just isn't a clever
Way to say it, way to bring
To a close a life once lived.
Euphemisms won't suffice
For the heart of the bereaved
Nor the thought of sacrifice
Assuage them in their grief.
I close my eyes and appeal
Help me in my unbelief
To any powers that might be real:
Let us stop please,
Storm no desert sands,
Let us create peace,
Not a Promised Land.
When air scented with the breath of pineapple groves
Lingers near the limbs of an icy Sitka rose,
See the thorn-tree shuddering, hear Frost crack his whip.
Spare, somber seneschal, a pair of Rosa's hips!
Agate-eyed ice diadems in crystals crackle,
Frosty fraternities in formations fractal.
Sleep, Rosamunda, snow showers you with kisses,
Heed not the zephyr--sweet the wind's cold hisses.
The pitter patter of repetition
Erodes his smiling, stony facade.
Mt. Rushmore no more,
He no longer cries
Like the lonely loon at the lake.
In fragments of moments
Minute upon minute
Gathering the crumbs of his attention,
We have created a verbal mosaic;
My changeling child is
Changing, emerging.
He stretches his cygnet wings
He flutters
On the breath of many voices.
When he sees his swan reflection--
It will be in a moving mural
Marked by many hands.
Who will wake her
from her waiting?
Lady sleeping near the waters--
(Let peeping Pipers drone, voyeurs;) *
Hush. She rests and dreams of dancing
Seven scented veils of longing:
Whose fiery breath but sun's could melt
the snow, soft crystals' leaden weight?
Jealous zephyr shakes with desire,
craving her streams of trickling tears;
Springs the earth awake and kisses
All her curves with leafy dresses;
Flowers covet ev'ry crevice,
From her ankles to her bodice;
Feathered ferns and mosses, pungent,
Wrap her feet in eager fragrance;
She yields, to slake a lover's thirst
Blueberries, toothsome, honeyed bursts;
Who can know whic
I walk with my head down, not because I am ashamed, but because my feet can't find their way. It has never been easy. The ground is uneven and changes when you least expect it. I watch carefully, trying to see where my pitfalls will lie. One step. How does everyone else balance so easily on their feet? They walk with confidence, that they will never stumble. When they do, it is a far worse thing, for they do not expect it. I know that the stumbles and falls will come. They are part of life and part of living. So I watch for them, with keen eyes. I take care with my steps. I place my feet with intention and thought. Then, when my ankles twist
Current Residence: Our Fair City, Alaska Favourite genre of music: All Favourite photographer: stillbirth_of_discomfort Favourite style of art: Eclectic Operating System: XP Favourite cartoon character: Bugs Bunny Personal Quote: When the going gets tough, the tough make a cup of tea.
I took a long hiatus and got back into my myspace addiction, I admit. Looks like the categories got fixed here, now they are messed up on myspace. I wish anyone who stumbles upon my profile peace and joy.
It looks like I'll have to post my latest poem in a journal because I can't figure out how to post it in the literature category. Here goes:
It's August again and the rain is washing
the summer dust down the roads.
Highbush cranberries in the forest
ripen, sharp and musty;
cobwebs gather droplets
in the raspberry bushes.
Sweet, sour, salty, or downright stinky--
water moistens all of the odors.
Storm-grey clouds lull
the body to sleep,
while the soul dreams
of all of the silver-penned poets,
whose thoughts like water,
run in rivulets, in, around,
under our confining conventions.
Their shaman spirits
spend moon-kissed
lifet
I'm back to check out the changes at deviantart, some programmers have been burning the midnight oil and working away.
I returned, blogoholic that I am, to my myspace addiction, but wanted to check over here and peek around. I like what I see.
I wish that I could write and blog all day, but I do have 5 children and a motorhome I'm trying to sell, a court case I'm trying to get decided, and just life in general to live.
I drink a cup of water and toast everyone who is out there living!